Upcoming Dr's appt

I have my psychiatrist appointment in 2 days and I dread it. Every time I have an appointment I stress about it for days. I hate spending an hour in there talking about how things are. I still feel like no one believes that I have problems. It is paralyzing for me to do things or try new things. I worry constantly and am anxious most of the time. Little things can set off my depression and stress. I am functioning in life but only barely. I suffer from the shoulda's but you can't go back and change things. My meds make me sleepy and my baby has to beat on me to try to get my attention when I'm nodding off. If things were different I'd spend more time with him developing his learning. If I weren't so tired.....that's all I say and feel.